another road

​toxic environment
devoid of happiness, of light
just wanna tell almost everyone to fuck off and just let me fade away in silence
almost everyone
as much as i love you
i just can’t
so I keep my distance
////
singular desire to escape into cyberspace
away from unrealistic expectations
of what it means to be
‘responsible’
“happy”
“‘peace-seeking'”
the star-pointed screwdriver for a nail seeking a hammer
that disappoints every time
////
and i’m sorry that it hurts so bad
but i start to feel less sorry
about who
i am
a chronic pain sufferer running out of fucks to give
and it becomes less important
to show everyone that I care
so long as those select few
see that I meant
well

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