πŸ’”peace of ‘heart’.πŸ’”

used to feel bad that i let you down.

and now?

i don’t feel anything anymore.Β  maybe if you’d look at the hand pointing in my direction indicating shame, you’d see the four fingers pointed in your direction.

… lest your arm is twisted, which is another story. πŸ™‚

Family, friends, children, I don’t really care. This is who I am. I can only be myself, can’t be what you want me to be; some sort of ’60s era Christian husband material bloke? d00d, I grew up reading Aldous Huxley and the lot of filthy hippys in your local library. meh

this is my home. either show some love, be nice, or piss off πŸ™‚

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11 thoughts on “πŸ’”peace of ‘heart’.πŸ’””

    1. thanks for the reminders! the encouragement really helps, which is quite an understatement. ✌ (And it really boils down to smoking pot for my chest pain, how trivial. πŸ˜•) being myself really isn’t the issue, it’s more of people screaming in my ears for it and making me want to hurt their feelings for wasting my time and theirs. The major irony is that traditional painkillers don’t even work for me, yet possession of a ‘weed’ is punishable by spending time in an expensive box. wtf. I don’t like being like that, so I retreat to my safe places of the world and smoke there looking for alternative ways to get along.

      be well! πŸ˜€

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  1. I have a pendant that simply reads: “I am.”

    I can only be myself…and I hope that I’m the best me that I can be! Sounds as if you have a similar philosophy, and that’s a good thing.
    πŸ™‚

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