Perhaps you hate me now, for withdrawing myself from you during such a stressful time. But I’ll be damned if accused of running a life on account of simply existing in the same physical space as another. It would have been worse, otherwise.
And you live on, hopefully more in tune with what makes you happy.
You suffer, and have suffered, and may continue to do so for some time after. Hopefully this is not the case, but reality can be a soul crushing drag at times. This is not me wishing you ill. I hope that you can take comfort in your faith and of the benevolent souls that you converse with. Happiness, long life and prosperity.
That’s all I have to say.